Oh! God please save me

I am just failing, falling down and falling down

Just sliding down and going down

I am not able to stand

What am I living for I am not able to understand

Moving unknowingly

Just disturbing the silent water with pebbles

Crawling on the ground as a lamb, I just need the crutches

Suffering has become a part of my life

Light seems running away what remain all around is the endless night

God please forgive me as I just slid

I forgot You that I am your ‘child’

  Tears turned into streams on the face

Trying to come out, got entangled more in the mesh

Please put the foot-marks of your devotees

 Following those I can seek You

Let me bath in the soil they have walked on

And Let me enter into the song they felt for You

I am not in the very few who has surrendered unto You

I am just that ignorant who never likes to remember You

Feeling proud for the past, at last I have become exhausted

Who was just blaming You and now he himself got rejected

I just want to get hold of the path because no option either has been left  for this “dejected”